That I am beautiful or pretty and I know what I am about to say is annoying to most people but
I am going to say it any way.
I want to FEEL beautiful. But I don't. I feel lonely, unwanted and thrown aside. It is the worst
feeling I have and it has not gone away for a few years. And it gets worse each year.
So I would like some suggestions on how I can make this feeling go away or at least suppress it?
Sorry if the way I feel is annoying to anyone, because yes I know "basically all pretty/beautiful
girls are insecure" well want to know why that is?
Because asshole guys (or girls either gender) get a hold of our hearts at young ages a
To write a new journal so that is what I am doing.
Uhm sorry I haven't really been posting stuff I have not been taking pictures with my camera or my phone nor have I really been drawing lately. I have been busy with my relationship and now school. I will try to draw more and I am taking a photography class so I will most likely get pictures to post from that C:
I hope every I watch and who watches me are doing good in life and I think that's it.
Not sure if you come around much anymore ... but Happy Birthday! I know I'm a day early, but I'll be busy tomorrow and thought it best to be early then to forget.